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1. Who I am ?
By providing this section, I am sharing the benefit of the skills and experiences which enabled me to recover. I had one of the worst combinations of factors available. There is something for everyone with CFS-ME in the following pages. Pray that you find the ones most relevant for you, efficiently.
The Dis-Advantages I had going into CFS-ME were these:
- a life long interest in health (encourages assumptions)
- an Attitude for Winning (enables despair)
- an experience of confidence (delays/intensifies despair)
- an awareness of science (encourages disappointment)
- confirmation of long-term attitude of professionalism (justifies pride)
Only my skill in accessing Spiritual Guidance accurately kept me alive through this period of 5 years, and, enabled me to assist my wife in the same manner, as well as find the answers shared on the pages in this section. YES, no amount of academic training nor occupational skill, nor personal experience, nor Basic Personality strengths would have been sufficient. Certainly, proven time after many time, when Guided to test the validity and ability of institutional sources to offer assistance, they proved to be more a source of delay, disappointment, misinformation, and pride.
2. What FORM of CFS-ME did I have.
From the results of tests and positive demonstrated health improvements I defined the PACKAGE of unhealthful conditions to be the following. Not ALL were active, invasive and dominant at the same time. The treatment and discouragement and elimination of some factors resulted in the encouragement of others, or, enabled others that were present to assume a new dominance. More than one major factor is always present as long as you have the "Syndrome".
- Adrenal Fatigue
- Neurotoxins (Viruses/Bacteria/Fungi)
- Gene Damage
- Mycoplasma infections
- Parasite Overload
- Thyroid, Hypo
- Hormonal Imbalance
- Intense Negative Imprinting, personal
- Structural Misalignment
- Heavy Metals, a, Mercury
- Heavy Metals, b, Lead
These are the Physically definable factors which were or became present. As with many other people who experience long periods of acute healthlessness, there are also, present or often acquired or developed, psychological and emotional patterns which can delay, retard, or negate any improvement. Many of these are presented in the other pages in this section.
3. Why did I write these pages ?
I have experienced the frustrations, humiliations, fears, rejections, and terrors which many people with CFS-ME experience. To live feeling as if you are going to die today or this week, for months and years, is enough of a challenge. To live surrounded by persons and sanctioned professionals and self-appointed experts who treat you with disrespect, denial, and disgust is truly hateful, when an informed alternative could be at hand. Marriages, families, and friendships are shattered by this chasm between the truth of reality and the status quo of projected and encouraged ignorance. What makes this climate even so much greater in destructiveness is that many individuals, some of whom have had a strength of self-esteem earlier, come to hate the bodies which supported them so well for so long, only now to seem to have surrendered them to a living hell.
Such experiences are neither spiritually positive for the planet, the universe, the nation, or the individual. Such experiences can be changed so easily by RELEVANT information which enables the sufferer, the spouse and family, the facilitator, the practitioner, and the politician --- to Understand and sympathize. Only then, will the roads to Recovery be so much more easy, direct, short, and hopeful.
To Recover and Flee is so common.
Once away from such a complex and demanding Collection of Illnesses, the usual person reflexively has no wish to revisit the battlefields, even if to do so is to deter others from repeating the same errors to experience the same hell. It IS healthful to disengage the mind from such durations of torture. All too well, the Reptilian Structure of the person KNOWS the patterns and associations of the CONSTANT battle it has fought. This is why many of the few who recover have nothing more to say about it. They have already experienced that no one other than someone weighed down with the Syndrome will have any understanding of what they speak. They also fear that to talk of what WAS may somehow pull them back into the mire. Best to forget.
To Recover and Preach is also common.
Too often, those who speak so well and simply of the Protocols of recovery only speak of that FORM which affected them and from which they recovered. In THEIR recovery, they recall and associate SOME of the relevant factors, yet often miss the more subtle influences, mentioned on these pages. Too often, they have had a simpler FORM of CFS-ME than many other people experience. It is like a person who has recovered from measles advocating the same protocol to recover from the common cold, because, they are both contagious illnesses. Is it relevant? For how many of the affected? Too often, the protocols that fail, are protected by a victimization of those who remain sick, because THEY failed to do something correctly, or for long enough!
After 15 years of assisting hundreds of others to change their lives and recover from addictive behaviors, attitudes, and other patterns .. I became frustrated that I now had an severe illness I could not quickly recover from nor assist others with it to do so.
I had successfully recovered from a near blinding childhood accident, an acute intestinal parasitic infestation, several cancers, severe viral illnesses, three severe whiplash injuries, an acute lower back injury, stretched tendons in my shoulders and upper arms, over 30 hypersensitivities, three marital breakdowns, suicidal depressions, and a host of hidden and regular energy blocks. Yet, I could not so easily find my way out of CFS-ME.
It took me two years just to gain an awareness that I had multiple illnesses and was not just trying to recover from what seemed to be a series of acute illnesses. The Provincial health care doctors and specialists, and the available alternative and holistic practitioners were of no help in defining or working with either what I or my wife had. At times, it seemed like we shared a number of symptoms and illnesses, yet we eventually found that we responded differently to some therapies and protocols.
When I started looking for information and research, in 2005, I could find little that had made it to the Internet on CFS-ME. I found that there was ONLY one medical specialist for persons suspected of having CFS-ME in the Canadian Province of British Columbia. After 2 years of aggressive effort working through the medical system to have the ill health of my wife and I defined and treated, this Specialist saw us for 20 minutes each. He concluded that we each had CFS-ME. He concluded that I would NEVER recover, perhaps because of age, I was 60 then.
For most of my productive moments over the next 3 years, I researched and tested as much as possible. More information became available on the Internet. I found suggestions and referrals from each information or treatment center to another, and from the work of each researcher to others. Whatever therapists, doctors, and tests were locally available, I hunted them down and utilized them when possible and Spiritually Guided. I gathered experience from the supplements and the strengths I was Spiritually Guided to take and learned the importance of the timing and interweaving of particular protocols and therapies. I had to wait, in some instances, for information, supplements, and the upgrading of specialists to become available. We persisted until a turning point Training became available that would bring us to Recovery.
Now, you can share the benefit of my composite research, experimentation, and results.
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